Flipping through old books and journals as I had some little free time at home during the weekend. Found this scribbled among the pages of my notes:

Perlahan-lahan makan, anak sayang

Jangan sampai tercekik paku seluruh alam. 

Berhati-hati minum, aduhai sayang

Jangan sampai tersedak buih satu lautan. 

Perlahan-lahan jalan, wahai sayang

Jangan sampai tersadung bendul gunung impian. 

Jangan sampai tertumpah, alahai intan

Setitis pun kasih sayang. 

Tiada petua kemenangan selain ketaatan

Kepada Sang Pemilik

Kehendak dan ikhtiar

Rindumu yang sebenar. 

A holy chant.

Jean Genet said: What we need is hatred. From it our ideas are born.

My mantra for today (and the last 2 weeks until the bloody takeover is done with):

I ought to have a hell for my anger - a whole symphony of hells!

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Happy birthday, You. I hope the sun is still shining on you.